Day 24 - 5 weaknesses you have ❤

We all know nobody is perfect, and we see our flaws more than the goodness we have in ourselves. I have pointed out my strengths already, it's about time I talk about my weeknesses.

I can't carry on any sort of conversation.

I get bored of everything very quickly, whether it's hobbies or people.

I find it really hard to become friends with someone, but when I do make them, I try to remain as loyal as possible

I am a very paranoid person. I feel like everyone is judging me one way or another.

I am very bad at keeping up things. My attention span is very short. I also tend to procrastinate a lot 

With love,
Anam

Day 27 - 3 songs that put you in a good mood.❤

Hey guys

So music is one of the things that I cherish and love the most. It is one thing in my life that can't be replaced. Especially these three songs which have been by my side for few years now. 

I hate you, don't leave me - Demi Lovato ❤

Demi has always been my go to singer, as far as I can remember. When she came out with this song, I have a heard of it. This song just matched my condition during that year, and it was as if Demi just understood me. This song, til this day, even now that I am not in the same state as I was before, is an amazing song. I always go back to this whenever I am upset. 

All About us - He is We ❤

I don't know what is about this song, but this just makes me happy every time I hear this song. The music video is just super! But God, why did they break up? I loved the band, I had almost every song of theirs on my playlist. 

Always be with you - Walking on Cars ❤

This song is probably the recent one, I am always listen to this song, particularly because of the beats in this song. The song itself is hard to explain why I love this song. It just automatically makes me happier! 

Thank you guys,

See you tomorrow,

love,

Anam

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Day 25 - your view on your body and do you feel comfortable in it? ❤

I have had many issues with my body , and up until now I have problems with my body. I have spent my time just sulking about it, nut now I actually bother to do something about it. I have had a lot of issues concerning my weight and my chubbiness but recently, I have actually tried to exercise and dried to get rid of my fat rolls. I have to say I am beginning to feel more confident now.

I am so sorry that I have been short for the couple of days, I am here on holidays and that's why I am just trying to get use to this new environment!

With Love,

Anam

Day 23 - Pictures of 5 famous guys that you find attractive ♥

Day 23 - Pictures of 5 famous guys that you find attractive ♥

Zayn Malik ♥

Josh Dallas ♥

Ed Westwick ♥

Joe Jonas ♥ (I prefer the Shane Gray face)

Greg Sulkin ♥

Love,

Anam

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Day 22 - 10 things you would say to your 16 year old self ❤

Day 22 - 10 things you would say to your 16 year old self ❤

As a sixteen year old self, I made a lot of mistakes. I didn't some things that I am not proud of, and all I want to say to myself is: 

Honey, don't you worry, if something is not right in the end, it is not the end.

Don't worry about how you look, you will turn out to be beautiful.

Don't you care, if you don't have tons of friends, you will find some people who love you soon.

Don't worry about your size, your stomach or your thighs, it won't matter to you in few months,

Don't eat greasy and junky food, just stay healthy. 

Don't get upset over small things, they don't matter in the end. 

You will turn out to be a beautiful woman. You will do well in your Leaving cert and you will get into a University. Don't worry about anything. Just be 16 and live your life. 

❤❤

Love,

Anam

Day 21 - Your Favourite Show ♥

Day 21 - Your Favourite Show ♥

My favourite show is definitely Gossip Girl. 

I recently watched this show probably in early April or so. I probably finished all seasons within a few weeks. From the first episode I was hooked to this show. 

First I fell in love with Dan Humphrey, who was one of the main character in the show, whilst I conjured up my hate for Chuck Bass, a manipulative, annoying rich brat. He totally different to Dan. Dan was sweet, cute ad naive , where Chuck was a 'bad boy' of the story.

I also fell in love with Blake Lively, or her character - "Serena Vanderwoodson". She was also a rich 'it' girl living in Upper East Side. It wasn't the character that pulled interested me though, it was actually how beautiful she was. She would probably be my #wcw. 

As the series went on, the plot developed, I was pulled into the series and my love for Dan began to cease and my love for Chuck was on its height! Ed Westick is just so damn beautiful!

Uh, but the ending, I hated it so much! The gossip girl was revealed and it was the worst person they could've chose! (Don't worry I won't spoil it) 

I recommend you if you haven't watched this show before, I am sure you won't get disappointed! 

with love,

Anam

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Day 20 - The best thing that happened to you this week. ❤

Hey guys,

This week has been a quite a slow week for. Between shopping for holiday, trying to bulk write few blogs and packing my bags, I have been quite a busy girl. There is one thing in particular did get me mega excited, which was my college results. I had a couple of anxiety attacks, few day before my results, but on Monday, the day finally came. 

I opened my results with great anticipation, praying a little bit and hoping I hadn't disappointed myself. I was thrilled to know that I had passed all my exams, in fact gotten distinction in all and a merit in one exam! 

That was the only exciting thing that happened to me this week!

Did you guys have any good news?

Love,

Anam

❤❤

Day 19 - 5 things that annoy you about the opposite gender - BOYS ♥

Day 19 - 5 things that annoy you about the opposite gender - BOYS ♥

Hey guys!

I have made a new Instagram for this blog - @beautyanamika - Can you, beautiful people please give me a follow if you like, I always follow back!

I also joined Pinterest, but I don't know how to use it though! help ♥

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5 things I hate about boys eh?

let's see...

I hate the fact that they are a huge flirt, they would be flirting with you, making you feel special and all, then other side, they would be doing the same for another girl. 

I also hate that sometimes guys get too clingy. I am a person who enjoy personal space, but when they get too clingy, it annoys the hell out of me.

I hate that most of times, they just don't get it, they have to spell everything out for them!

I hate that they are usually more confident than girls are. 

Lastly, I hate that they don't have to go through pregnancy or periods!!!

 ♥ ♥

See you all tomorrow

Love,

Anam

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Day 18 - A picture of you last year and now. How much have you changed so far? ♥

Day 18 - A picture of you last year and now. How much have you changed so far? ♥

  

This is me back in January 2014 

and this is me now.

I guess I have changed massively. For once, I am more confident of how I look.  I got a haircut, and I also got my hair dyed blonde at the ends. This change actually massively gave me a whole lot of self confident. I take care of myself more, and often treat myself. I have also surrounded myself with amazing, positive people, who are by my side all the time, so I consider myself lucky this year too. 

People do change, all we need is a little push. 

Also, never change for other people, but only for yourself! 

Nobody is perfect, not me, not you, but this is what makes us unique. 

♥♥

Love,

Anam

♥♥

Day 17 - Picture of something you ate ♥

Hi guys!

I am writing this blog early because I have some personal matters to take care of, so I only managed to take picture of my breakfast and lunch! I hope that's okay with you all!

So for breakfast I had scrambled eggs on brown bread toast, along with green tea ♥

and for lunch I had a bowl of fruit with almonds on top ♥

that's it for day 17 - posting day 18  tonight ♥

love,

Anam

♥♥

Day 16 - Anything you think 'what if' about ♥

Update: Hi guys, just want to quickly mention, that I have done few changes to my site now. 

• I have made a new twitter for the blog so I can interact better! 
• I have also made a new email for the blog, so feel free to email me, I will be replying!
• I have also made a menu bar now and when you click on anything on the menu it will bring you to each place.
• I am also making a Pinterest and YouTube account soon! You can follow me there too!
• I will be making my first YouTube very soon! I just have to see if I feel comfortable around camera. I have do that after my holidays!

♥♥

Hey guys,

I hope you have been having a lovely day. I have been very busy trying to go shopping and picking up bits and bobs for the holidays!

There is one particular thing that I think 'what if' about almost everyday. That is "What if I wasn't born in an Asian or Muslim family."

When you are born in an Asian Family, particularly Indian or Pakistani, you are put few conditions since you are born. 

You need to get As in every exam you do.

You need to keep your head in studies.

You aren't allowed to have sleepovers.

Friend's are not a necessity.

and several others one.

I always wonder what if I was 'white'. 

Would I be more confident?

Would I be very studious like I am now?

Would I have a different personality altogether?

Would my ambitions and goals be different to what they are now?

Would I have different set of friends then I have now?

Sometimes I feel like life would be so much easier if I was just Irish, not different in skin color or thoughts.

♥♥

That's it guys! 

I will post another post for day 18 soon.

Love,

Anam 

♥♥

Day 15 - What is your Zodiac sign and what does it say about your personality ♥

Day 15 - What is your Zodiac sign and what does it say about your personality ♥

Hey guys,

First of all I want to apologize for not posting yesterday. I have been so busy trying to pack everything and get everything tidy before I leave for holidays. I have been writing two months worth of blogs so just in case I don't have internet or if I am too busy there is something already written that I can post something that is already written. The reason I don't want to stop writing all together for the next two months is that I have barely started and if there is somewhere who is reading me a particular basis, I don't want to let them down and I don't want the followers to go away either. 

I have worked so hard on the posts in July, so I can provide with better content so I hope that you guys enjoy that and like it! 

I have also changed the layout! I am still working on the site to make it more professional looking. There is also a follow by email at the side --> where you can enter your email and every time I update you guys get a notification. Let me know if it works!

I would also love to know you guys! so leave me a comment or follow me on Instagram and twitter! I follow back everyone on Instagram but leave your names for Twitter and I will follow you guys! You can also direct message me and we can get to know each other!

♥♥

I am a Gemini and I turned 19 just a couple of days ago! 

Every time I look at this zodiac sign, almost every website says that we have alternating personality. I guess that is quite true, I am happy one day and could be sad the next. The site I am using right now says that Gemini's strengths are:

- Energetic

- Clever 

- Imaginative

- Witty

- Adaptable

I agree with some of these strengths, like I agree I am energetic. I get few little burst of energy where I just start have solo dance parties and sometimes I also start jumping down for no reason. I have been told that I am a clever person. I am quite imaginative as well. I sometimes have these stories up in my head which I am often role playing in my head. I don't know if I am witty though! I am not very adaptable either. I hate change, and it takes me a long time to adjust to change.

3 out of 5 right, I suppose I give that a point, let's see what are my weaknesses. 

- Superficial
- Impulsive
- Restless
- Devious
- Indecisive

I don't know if I am superficial, I mean I guess I am. I wont say anything bad to you on your face and continue to be nice to you and hang around with you, but I really don't tell to gossip to someone else about that. I am definitely not impulsive, because I take a lot of time to decide on a thing, I never act on the spot. I am kind of restless, I am not a very patient person, I need everything right then and there. I am not devious, even though I should be! Lastly I am very indecisive, I take too much time to decide on one thing which usually means that the opportunity has passed away! 

4 out of 5, not too shabby.

I guess, the zodiac sign is more than 80% correct! 

Is there any one else who is a Gemini and agree with these strengths and weaknesses! Tell me in the comments below!

Thank you guys, 

I will post day 16 tomorrow, along with day 17! 

love, 

Anam 

♥♥

Day 14 - 5 Strengths That You Have ♥

Day 14 - 5 Strengths That You Have ♥

I am the kind of person who usually look at the myself very negatively, but recently, I have gotten some self confidence and I am trying to look at myself more positively! This day for the blog challenge is actually very helpful towards positive image!

1- I know for sure, that I am a very loyal person. I may tend to gossip here and there, but I know I will never out you if you do something wrong, or if you tell me to keep your secret to anyone. I will never give away your secrets! I love that about myself. ♥

2 - I have very pretty eyes. They are dark brown colour, when I have my full eye makeup on, they look very nice! I love that about myself ♥

3 -  I also like the way I have good wits. I wasn't born extra smart, but I like the way I can understand a lot of things very fast. I can catch things very quickly and I love that about myself. ♥

4 - I like the way I am very caring about others. I hate hurting people or even things! I even apologize to a chair if I accidentally push it aside. I love that about myself ♥

5 - I also like the way I am mature when it comes to my future but a kid if I am with a comfortable person. I don't make friends easy, but with those who I am comfortable with, I am actually a weirdo. The fact I can be serious and fun at the same time, is something that I love about myself. ♥

Guys, this was actually harder than I thought. It took me a lot of time, trying to keep the flaws aside and try and find positive things about me, but you know what, it is worth it!

The ability to recognize your weakness and your strengths is one step to better self confidence! I hope if there is anyone who is reading this will take some time and try to find the time to find your own strengths, if you want to, you can leave them in my comments section! I will definitely reply to you! ♥♥

I will see you guys tomorrow! ♥

♥♥

Day 13 - What's in your bag ♥

Day 13 - What's in your bag! ♥

Hey guys ♥

Now days, I usually carry a little over- the-shoulder bag because I am not in college, so there is no need to carry big heavy handbags. 

So, what do I have in my bag?

First of all, in the inside chain of the bag, I have money and coins, along with my visa card in it. 

I have seemed to found some boots voucher cards in my purse, along with a lot of receipts. 

I also always carry around my glasses because I am blind without them. 

Ireland has quite good weather these days, so I carry my trustee sunglasses around! I got them from Guiney's for €1.99! 

 I also carry around some sort of lipstick with me, currently I am in love with this No 7 lipstick in Sugar plum I think. It was €12.95 from boots! (This is when my vouchers usually come in handy!)

I also have my keys around with me, just in case no one is at home and I am locked out! This key chain was given to me as a birthday present by one of my amazing friends! I love it because I love hugs! 

By the way, this is my bag!

I got it from Heatons for €5.99 I think! 

I want to apologize for the bad quality pictures! I have packed away my camera, and I am using the phone camera. I am so sorry! All my main blogs, like the weekly ones will be of good quality because I have already done two months worth of blogs and scheduled them whilst I am on holidays! 

I will see you guys tomorrow for a daily blog again.

Thank you guys!

With Love, 

Anam.

♥♥

Day 12 - What do you never leave the house without? ♥

Day 12 - What do you never leave the house without? ♥

 Every time I leave the house, there are at least three things I never leave the house without.

One of them being my phone. My phone is my life, even when I don't have any WiFi  or internet. I am often walking alone in town, so I always need to have my phone and also headphones to go along with that. Also, I love Instagram-ing my usual day, or something that looks pretty in the place I visit, so I need my phone to take pictures! 

Second thing is my glasses. I have near sighted eye sight, so I usually can't see things from far away. I always bring my glasses with me, everywhere I go, just in case I need to read any signs or black board menus!

Third, and last thing is any sort of lipstick, or lip gloss, or chap stick with me. If I am wearing makeup, I always have lipstick or lips gloss with me to touch up my lips and if I am not, I usually bring my chap stick around with me. I also get very dry lips so chap stick is always need for some moisture! 

With Love,

Anam

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Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write down 10 songs that pop up! ♥

Day 11 - Put your iPod on shuffle and write down 10 songs that pop up! ♥

I don't own an iPod but I will do that on Spotify!

1 - Gasoline - Troye Sivan ♥

2 - Once In A Lifetime - One Direction ♥

3 - Take Me To Church - cover - Savannah Outen ♥

4 - Skip To Good Part - He Is We ♥

5 - Can't Stand It - Never Shout Never ♥

6 - Mirrors - Justin Timberlake ♥

7 - Heart Attack - Demi Lovato ♥

8 - Shake It Off - cover - Colin and Caroline ♥

9 - What's my name - Rihanna and Drake ♥

10 - Crazy In Love - cover - Sofia Karlberg ♥

See you guys tomorrow!

Love,

Anam

♥♥

Day 10 - 10 Photos of anything with or without caption!

Day 10 - 10 Photos with captions 

Things that makes me happy is the knowing that there are people who love and care for me ♥

My cat, is my obsession! She turned two yesterday! ♥

I found this little birdy in our backyard. She probably fell from a nest, and didn't know how to fly and he wouldn't eat. So we took him in, and he was trying to fly so we put him out again, later at night we found him dead outside our house. ♥

When we get sun in Ireland! (It's pretty rare!) ♥

Pretty daisies growing in our garden ♥

My trip to Trinity College in Dublin ♥

That one time when I made friends with a cat, unfortunately I never saw her again. ♥

A decent picture of me! ♥

This cute message my friend sent me yesterday for my birthday. She knows my fascination of Josh Hutcherson and The Hunger Games Series ♥

Best Friend and I ♥

See you guys tom!

Love,

Anam

♥♥

Day 9 - Pet Peeves/ Birthday Blog! ♥

Day 9 - Pet Peeves  ♥

There are a lot of things that annoy me, it could be as small as clicking of the pen or something like nails on a chalkboard! But nothing is more annoying than the sound of toe nails against each other. My sister always does this to piss me off, she uses her thumb nail and clicks it against her other nails. I really don't know how to even begin to explain it but thinking about it is annoying me!

Another pet peeve is probably the biggest one. That is where people talk to you when you need something. I am not trying to be vain but I study hard, and I get good grades and there are so, so many people who would just talk to me because they need help with their homework! I don't mind helping, but when I need help, they are usually either not replying or just giving me 'seen' on the messenger. Oh and don't forget when people don't even bother saying 'Thank you' after you give them so much of your own time!

This brings me to last pet peeve, which is when people give you 'seen' on social media. I understand it when the conversation is running dry or it is practically over but when you are in a middle of a conversation and someone doesn't bother to reply, that just makes me want to get up and slap their faces! Oh and, when people pretend that they haven't seen the message and maybe a month later they reply 'sorry just saw this.' Usually I am going there like .Bitch please!'

Oh god, I just got very angry there haha!

So today is my birthday! I am 19 today! I know I should be all cheery and happy today and to an extent I am! However though, I just feel a little down! I know this is very petty, but I am so scared that I am getting old. There are many years I am going to live, but I am so fascinated and just plain old scared of how fast time is flying. I mean I feel like it was only a month ago when I started college and now I am finished my first year! I feel like in a blink of an eye, I am going to be 30 something with children and a husband hopefully but on the other side I could be totally useless and with a bleak future. 

Despite all these thoughts, I am trying to be as hopeful and positive as possible! I hope I get what I want in the future and I hope I am very happy in the future too! 

anyways, I will see you all tomorrow!

With Love, 

Anam

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